The Next Chapter ?

I had it MAPT out like Pittel, Lucas

I'd dibble with directing, maybe dabble with music

I became too Ego-driven, even needed to lose it

And in chasing Mr. Green, I was ironically clueless

Fall between the Red & Blue as if I've taken a purple pill

But I've never taken any and don't know that I ever will

Though I fully understand how quickly things can go downhill

Like the artists signed to labels, take a look at your real deal

Sometimes I don't feel real

Unsure what I'm really feeling

But therapeutic talks can be like strippers, so revealing

They say time is money