Naturally Invested

I think, that I, just realized that I been holding it in

I got some to say, I gotta get it out I ain't got a pad or a pen right now

Having conflicts with my body and soul

I can not react to alot of shit I'm made of gold

Sometimes I cant tell if its a curse or its a blessing

But I'm still doing my best, I never lose sight, can't be out here stressing (I'm doing my best)

Had to take a step back I've been too focused on getting ready

I don't know for what just got the fear of missing out embedded

I've been way too locked in just on chasing fetti (I been locked in)

Spending too much time with this diablo's lettuce