MEDAL OF HONOR ft. Bakers

I woke up another day without knowing what it was gonna be

Another day in my head with many bad ideas trying to break me

I felt the minefield I wished I can protect myself with a shield

I wished I could hold you with a straitjacket for the family

I wished you are good and feeling safe

I wished you can be back at the base

I wished we received more phone calls

Sometimes we've thought that you fell to death

Maybe I was young but I still can imagine mom crying out of pain

I don't wanna feel alone anymore asking myself you did the knock on the door

I pleased god to make you knock on my door

I was proud of you but we needed you more