I Can Grieve

I am tired of the unknown I'll force my failure to be certain

I've tried all the pills to say that none of them are working

The loneliness has eaten my insides

This life is gonna kill me and I need to get out

Well I could have done it then but there's no saving me now

And I know I'll say the same about this year

So what if I can drive a car

And work a dead end job

Turn on the robot, have a chat and say well hey that was fun

Doing something doesn't mean a thing when there's no one

And some days I just can't bear the thought of trying to go on