My Dream

I watch the sun go down and then come up again

I don't wonder anymore what it's like to just give in

I exist by insisting that it feels like nothing at all

I insist on existing

I watch the sun go down and then come up again

I'm still lost in a waking nightmare that feels less the further I fall

I persist by pretending that it feels like nothing at all

We're getting older and finding out that our love for this place was not what we thought

It was back when we said that we would never change

I take back the things I said before

Once I started to feel and started to know that

It left me out in the cold with just my thoughts to reflect back at