Dead of the Night

If I wake up bright and early with a smile on face

Then you'll know that my unhappiness has been replaced

For now, just hold your breath and hope that I return from an excursion of angry Thoughts I can't unlearn

I'll run into the dead of the night

Until there's nothing in sight

I'll let my anger be my light

Does it calm your nerves put you at ease when I let go?

There's nothing you can say to me when I'm down below at the bottom where I rot

And lead my mind to a place

Where nothing comforts me and leaves me wanting to retrace

I still feel alone, there's nothing you can say, there's nothing you can do