couch

Someday I'll be awake for more than a second before my heart hurts

And realize I've gone the whole day without even thinking about your t-shirts

The laundry list of things that are reminders of you will one day once more be mine

I'll look at my body without handing over the parts you especially liked

Wouldn't it be nice if that day had been today

So I'll sit on the couch and get teary about

The gap in your teeth and the shape of your mouth

And I'll lay on my side wishing that I

Like my apartment, had more natural light

When my calendar's past all the days we had plans that were hastily canceled