fate

I'm getting sick of all this wonder My mind's a fucking cloud

You hit the crackling of thunder I wanna say I'm proud, but I lie again, I don't want to

I see myself as trapped, shit, I wonder what life has come to

I'm making all these raps, tryna figure out what's to go to

I'm looking at the past, I'm not proud of the things I go through

I don't think that I'll last, but I'll try my best just to stay true

I'm making myself mad, and I hate the fact that I'm this way

I hate to hurt a person just because I'm feeling this way

So I just push the people I don't know away from my space

I don't think I deserve it, all the love they have for my sake