Decompression

It's been a little minute since I kept it real with myself

Resisting the issues that came with cards the time dealt

Don't mean to dismiss you but it's been long since I felt

A positive reinforcement feeling my mind melt

Falling victim to the illusion

Been heavy on my mind while fighting through the confusion

Excuse my oversharing it comes with the self intrusion

At the same time I'm fighting the urge of self retribution

Where my mind go

This ain't a drill I been out on my own

Ever since them rollers came and took me out of my home

I contemplated suicide more times than I can condone