Find Myself

So let me tell you what's been going through my mind

Hot temper feels like a curse, I keep on burning people's minds

Steady planning my next move, hoping everything be fine

Problem is I'm in the present and this shit don't feel divine I'm

Up all night fighting my demons, don't seem indirect

Something feels off, so this ain't right, so God is this my test

Sending me signs but overthinking got me doing less

Time to be mature intentions pure cause I'mma be up next

I got so much on my mind it's feeling heavy

It's like I suffocate myself, I swear I can't breathe

I be too hard on myself, it might just send me