Holding On

Sometimes I feel the compulsory need to talk when I don’t need to

And I’m embarrassed by my unnecessary language, the words I didn’t need to say

Can you trust that I am just, nervous around you I’m not this way all the time

And you’re leaving, I’m worrying about what, could happen what, might be these things fade

I know it to be true, but I will still chase you until, I am sure of what i know won’t be

The pulse on your neck and the way that you kissed I could tell that you were scared for a while

You, closed your lips tight, and it, didn’t quite feel right I’m confused by your, unusual ways, hey

Flirt with me at the end of the night but you say you’re not ready for what I feel is right

I am giving up on all of this i’m with it

And I hate myself for trying so hard for giving in

I know it’s not the right time but I am still lying