never mind

Since when did talking to you ever become my whole life?

You lost a good one, they said

I know that I can never make it right

You talk to me still sometimes

Only in your comfort, alone inside

You don't care at all but I still can't count all the times that I've cried

I don't know how you said that shit to me but you just changed your mind

How do I think about us, not look back at it like it's a lie?

Wanted to see you after, you didn't call me til' you're drunk at night

I wondered aloud if you hated me, you heard me said you might