Feed

I was dead then woke up

From my first breath had enough

Then I wasted time filling my mind with all sorts of stuff

First only needed to feed

Next phase succeeded to read

I used to get out of the shower and just have a nosebleed

I used to lay on the floor

Cried through spasms in my back

I used to drink so much I can't believe I am still in tact

I used to wish I was dead

I didn't want to wake up

I lost my sister instead