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I was dead then woke up

From my first breath had enough

Then I wasted time filling my mind with all sorts of stuff

First only needed to feed

Next phase succeeded to read

I used to get out of the shower and just have a nosebleed

I used to lay on the floor

Cried through spasms in my back

I used to drink so much I can't believe I am still in tact

I used to wish I was dead

I didn't want to wake up

I lost my sister instead

On that day I woke up

I don't really know when I lost my way

Trying to let go and welcome change

If I feel you're close you can't be gone

Feel like our reunion won't take long

I wish I was asleep

I wish this all was a dream

Keep waking up to endless horrors but I can't even scream

Can't help but feel confined

Been years now stuck inside

Whatever spirit used to be with me has up and died

I took it out to the woods

Buried it deep in the dirt

My ambitions all but vanished, didn't even hurt

I have to wonder what's left

Can't wait to welcome what's next

I'm not hoping for much - life puts my ego in check

I don't really know when I found my way

Trying to let go and welcome change

If I feel you're close you can't be gone

Feel like our reunion won't be long

It won't take long

Soon everything will go

Then it's gone

Everything will go

All gone

Each thing I think I know

Gone

Take each piece of my life

And then I'm gonna get it back

Because I'm gonna keep trying again