Old Shoes

Am I the only one who's scared to fall asleep at night?

Let my subconscious confirm thoughts I try to hide

Told myself it's the monster under my bed every time

But I think I'm the monster that just creeps up inside

Someone let me out the trap door

Escape from my own life long world war

Cuz I've waited far too long for this doomsday

Now I'm just

I'm trying my best to fight this funny feeling

Can't just suppress and suppress all the healing it won't go away

Grasping tight but uneasy, captive to fine lines we couldn't entertain