Dead For A While

If they say that ain't shit last forever they aint pray enough cause I really been trying to Do better

And I been on the bottle seven days I aint drink enough

I've been in my head for a while now never saying much

Been wishing I was dead for a while it aint happen yet

Hide it through my smile but it's really empty happiness

I ain't been outside I don't really care what's happening

Cut off all my friends never riding in the back again

And if I'm gonna slide I be running up the bag again

I've been at the bottom and I'm never going back again

Got over my problems got away and now I'm back again

Really had nothing now a nigga really having it a nigga had nothing now I'm having shit

Got over my ex and then I started all this rapping shit