Thank You Lyrics

I was born in a toxic environment

I grew up seeking

For the answers to my questions I was barely thinking

Counting the mins and hours

I was over seeking

Tryna figure why my father would just up and leave me

We can agree disagree

Or we can oversee it but he ain’t never show a nigga, any valid reason

To give him a chance it wasn’t da plan

Had a father at home he did what he can

I never noticed

As a kid part of my brain was corroded

As a kid I was just caught in my feelings

And my actions never reflected no healing

Living backwards

I was a bastard

Tryna seek validation threw off my balance

I had to seek out sum patience and then unravel

Until the man that I am today it’s a battle

I just thank God

I just thank God

He could’ve left me to deal wit this on my own

I just thank God

I had a momma to care for me in my wrong

I just thank God

I just Thank God, yea

I never noticed

As a kid part of my brain was corroded

As a kid I was just caught in my feelings

And my actions never reflected no healing

When u holding it in gotta let it out soon

I ain’t never fix any feelings, just sat in the room

I was never good at just talking

I couldn’t improve

Looking at my brothers and sisters,

I pray I don’t lose

It’s a battle from within

Before u get outside

Because ya mental da most important thing to ya eyes

If u can understand what u seeing

You open lies

I can show u how to get there if u can abide

It’s the hardest thing to accomplish

But I would advise

You get to the core of your problems

So u can arise

Don’t shortcut da mission u do it wit honor

So u can look at yourself u couldn’t be prouder

I just thank God

I just thank God

He could’ve left me to deal wit this on my own

I just thank God

I had a momma to care for me in my wrong

I just thank God

I just Thank God, yea