What Did I Expect Lyrics

I've been hiding from you

These past years

Hiding behind curtains

Holding back tears

I wanna rid myself of these memories

But I can't rid you from me

Your shadow overpowers me More every day

I go running at the sound of your name

I can't take your breathing down my neck

But what did I expect

What did I expect

I won't forget that night

When you and I had that fight

Your words left scars so deep

Even now they haunt me

I'll never forget the way I ran outside

Crawling to the street

Hoping I'd see you there

Hoping you'd return safely

Your shadow overpowers me more everyday

I go running at the sound of your name

I can't take your breathing down my neck

But really, what did I expect

What did I expect

What did I expect

Every letter you sent me

Was thrown in the trash

Yet I still try to get them back

You've hurt me in the past

But I want us back