Maintenance Lyrics

I need to apologize to normal people in my life

There are things they don't understand

So I have to explain how my body works

Uh

Yeah

Listen

Maintenance is an every day work

Every single second, it's an inner war

Every simple task can be a dilemma

My body wanna do it, but my mind says never

Maintenance is an every day work

Every single second, it's an inner war

Every simple task can be a dilemma

My body wanna do it, but my mind says never

If I ain't answerin', sorry can't handle it

Too much human interaction makes me have headaches

Give me time to fix myself, let me fix this rivet

My brain need some greasin', Will be back in a minute

When you hate yourself, socializing's hard

It's too stressful, my head's goin' bald

This abyss' infinite, every day I'm fallin'

They call you weak for seekin' help, so I don't feel like callin'

Maintenance is an every day work

Every single second, it's an inner war

Every simple task can be a dilemma

My body wanna do it, but my mind says never

Maintenance is an every day work

Every single second, it's an inner war

Every simple task can be a dilemma

My body wanna do it, but my mind says never

Look into my eyes, they look so calm

But inside is different, there's a storm goin' on

I apologize, I don't mean to make it weird

I just think explainin' it might make you feel it

I don't think I'm shit, so excuse my narcissism

That's my treatin' process, I don't really mean it

I got no confidence, and that's what I need

So I might play my self worth a bit extreme

Wanna get out of bed, but I'm out of fuel

But somethin' pulls me up, I should make some music

That's the only ray of light I see comin' through

I see the world different but not in a good way

Today I went to rage, sometimes I can't take it

Right now I'm indifferent, I'd just love some balance

I don't wanna act like I'm special 'cause people hate it

I'm not an asshole and I'm tryin' to make you understand it

Maintenance is an every day work

Every single second, it's an inner war

Every simple task can be a dilemma

My body wanna do it, but my mind says never