Experimental Phase Lyrics

I've got bag full of pills to make me happy

I take some at night and I take some in the morning

And now I'm all smiles and my friends seem to like me

But my prescriptions running low and I'm starting to worry

I know what I am without these pills

Depressed, void of passion and will

So streetside doctor keep filling me up

I finally see why my dad got so addicted to drugs

I'm in college so I guess it's okay

At least I can call this an experimental phase

And not what it is, me chucking my life down the drain

Fuck all the judgment, I'm living day to day

I know what I am without these joints

I'm depressed and my life has no point

So little brother keep stocking me up

I finally see why my dad got addicted to drugs

It was probably his way to hide the fact that he's broken

We all do it sometimes without even knowing

I am the victim of my own stupid crime

Send me away and let me do my time

I know what I am without these drinks

I'm depressed and I hate the life that's ahead of me

So Bartender keep filling me up

I finally see why my dad became an alcoholic

I'm not forgiving you

Then I will have no excuse

For why I'm such a fuck up

At least I can still blame you