In the Middle of Losing My Mind Lyrics

In the middle of losing my mind

In the middle of losing my mind

I told you I don't want to see you Ever again

In the middle of losing my mind

In the middle of losing my mind

I said things That I instantly regret

In the middle of losing my mind

In the middle of losing my mind

I sabotage relationships with my friends

So I can be alone With my shitty thoughts

So I can be alone With my shitty thoughts

So I can be alone With my shitty thoughts

You were the backbone to my life

And I just kicked you to the curb

In the middle of losing my mind

In the middle of losing my mind

I think to Take my own life

In the middle of losing my mind

In the middle of losing my mind

There's not an ounce of hope left Not a reason to try

In the middle of losing my mind

In the middle of losing my mind

I drink it all and stay locked in between four walls

We walked all the way out to a dead tree and I told you I think I'm going to go back for my P.H.D

"In What? And where? And why?"

And I don't know

But I'm afraid I'm going to kill myself if I don't

And this will prolong it five years

If it helps to make sense of this

There is a shower head left on over my bed

Next to a mirror that shows the wrong picture

I wake up everyday an hour early into someone else's life

I fell, hit my head in the shower, and washed off the blood

But not in that order

So I can be alone

With my shitty thoughts

So I can be alone

With my shitty thoughts

So I can be alone

With my shitty thoughts

I push everyone

So I can search for reasons to stay