I'll Take Both Lyrics

I can't love you

And I'm not sure if it's you or me

It's most likely me

I tend to ruin everything

I've been thinking again about who I want to be

And unfortunately you're not in the long term plan

Cause nothing's in my long term plans

Half of my days I have to fight the demons in my head just to will myself to get out of bed

Never knowing for sure if the positives of being alive will outweigh the negatives of being dead

I love my family and friends Just enough

What would my brothers think of me if I just gave up?

I have no clue as to what I'm gonna do in the future

I bet everything on a horse that died on the first corner

I'm never going to be able to move on

Because that would require me to (commit to something in my mind) make up my mind

I have trouble making small choices Like do I want whiskey or rum in my coke

I guess I'll take both