Where To Go? Lyrics

I don't know where to go now

I'm just so lost in my mind

How do I find my purpose

Just save me from myself now

I'm tired of writing about being sad

I'm tired of writing about all the bad

I'm tired of making a plan just for the person to bail

Trying to live but I fail

Never be wishing me well

Pushing me over the rail

Laughing at me as I fell

Plummeting deeper to hell

Man, I just don't like this world

Or I guess I just don't like myself

I just don't fit in with the rest

I just don't get much fucking rest

Only way to get this off my chest

Is on this track or so I guess

Just me

Ain't nobody around to test

A short body, a measly pest

Well that's just me I must confess

Lived 21 years still think I'm less

Self Love

That something I'm missing, just me I am dissing if you were to listen

Goddamn

Only a man

Ain't got a plan

Just live for the fam

Don't know who I am

I don't know where to go now

I'm just so lost in my mind

How do I find my purpose

Just save me from myself now

"He hates himself, well that's just odd

I love my life and I love my job

I just do right and I never sob"

Nice, keep being naïve

Believe all the things that you wanna believe

So hopefully you won't think like me

Just spending everyday just wanting to leave

Only here right now so a few don't grieve

I didn't misspeak

I was never unique

Every release was just left in a week

Yeah maybe I'm weak

Or what they call edgy

All you damn people only care about fetti

Now they got they guns ready

But I won't move an inch, I just stand steady

Make you waste every shot, yeah I'm just that petty

My best listener is my Blue Yeti

Real shit now y'all

I don't know where to go now

I'm just so lost in my mind

How do I find my purpose

Just save me from myself now

I don't know where to go now

I'm just so lost in my mind

How do I find my purpose

Just save me from myself now

That's it

All I give

All I've been

I lost the light

It's out of sight

A different life