3AM IN PHILLY Lyrics

You read my soul, it's to late

Hard to eat a meal

When your home just ain't safe

I was tryna get away

But these holes in my space

Keep the make up while she sings

It's war that I make

Love gone get away

With these walls that I break

But I guarantee

You challenge a monster that I Made

You gonna end up feeling

Dead or alive

In the same way

Hustle backwards coming forward

I lost you the same day

So I

I apologize

For growing up to watch my Mother and my father cry

On some Kanye shit it ain't hard to Keep up with me

Killing running through the city

3A.M

Riding four deep up in Philly

So I'm cautious keep myself awake

Walk in take your breath away

But I guess you understand it

Say it like you mean it

Like that shit you wasn't planning

Coulda kilt um my advantage

But you asking who the man is

So I

I can't help myself

I bin running from my problems

I can't help myself

I'm not closer to you mama

I can't help myself

I'm tired all you see

Dreaming if I could be

The closest thing to me

But what if I could break

These walls you chose to make

Laugh with all the pain

Stories stayed the same

While you roll with all the rain

Somethings I can't change

Keep me close is what you fearing

Let the dead come resurrect me

For the rest of what I'm feeling

Bin exhausted tryna stay calm in The hearing

While my father tried to kill um

I was ready to jump in it

Mentally lost it

I keep my brother in my spirits

Wish I prayed for better days

To see you get away or Disappearing

Probably be the answer

If you really tryna get it

I was far from getting better

I was still tryna get with it

So I

I can't help myself

I bin running from my problems

I can't help myself

I seek closure from my father

I can't help myself

I'm tired all you see

Dream if I could be

The closest thing to me