Problem After All Lyrics

I’m tryna make the most of my time here

All I wanna do is disappear

Irritable, what is the cause

Maybe I'm the problem after all

Tasting both sides of the track is a blast

Growing in poverty but tryna make good times last

I’m here to leave a mark on this world

And you’ll Remember my name or you’ll remember my death toll

I grew up on a fluctuation

Little to no one relates to my situation

White boy grow up surrounded by color

Infatuated but never felt love ah

Raised on violence and hatred

Passed down from generation to degeneration

And I’m a byproduct, a defective from the stock

I cant tell you what gushed from my dads cock

Born and bred surrounded

By racist hate and supremacy abundant

Bikers Afrikaner bloed, I’m a soutie

No idea what the fuck I’m supposed to be

I got a clear idea of what I'm not

Connect the blood stains and you connect the dots

I talk to dead friends in my dreams

Your thriller movies are my reality

I’m tryna make the most of my time here

All I wanna do is disappear

Irritable, what is the cause

Maybe I'm the problem after all

Suicide is something too familiar

2 attempts serious 2 were vinegar

On my wounds screaming

Bruh, get some help

Its in your genetics it’s swimming in your blood cells

Rehab, jail, man what does it fuckin take

Just to put you on a path away from savagery ways

You follow in the footsteps of what you know

Broken, twisted, this is your home

Turn it all around another year goes by

Another held back tear from your eyes

Bottle it up and drink all that shit down

I’m a fucking joke, I’m the motherfucking clown

What is my destiny

Pure perpetual pain and no rest for me

I’m on a constant emotional roller-coaster

I climb in my bathtub and drop the toaster

Ahaha, suicide is funny

If you're desensitized to the act and you're running

I guess some of us find some relief

In the fact that no one gives a fuck if we leave

I’m tryna make the most of my time here

All I wanna do is disappear

Irritable, what is the cause

Maybe I'm the problem after all