I Mourned Alone on Holiday Lyrics

I press some letters to my lips

And give the writings one last kiss

I tie the noose around my neck

I think of love and accept death

This way I'll be with my friends

This way I'll see you again

This way life's cruelty will end

This way I'll see my best friend

I'm so angry at you it hurts

You left me here with all this dirt

You dug a trench inside our hearts

Then tore our fucking worlds apart

You took yourself away from me

But stayed engraved in memories

Now songs are painful; hard to hear

Your suicide, my endless tears

Rest In peace brother, I'm in pieces

I'm Sorry that I couldn't ease this

I heard the news from miles away

I mourned alone on holiday