Aqua Lyrics

My mind is in a permanent state Of mischief

I toss and turn in bed at night

And drift through daytime

Listless

The cycle doesn’t shift

It just repeats

With little variation

With no reservation

I go through it

It’s my resignation

Wishing and praying for better Days

I feel I’ll never shake this haze

This gray aura

It drapes my colored soul

It covers red and gold

And strips the boldness

Striking colors

Leaving me quite dull and cold

And spiteful

Living life so trife

In spite of advice I’ve been told

I’m

Spinning around and falling

Procrastinating and stalling

Waiting for life to happen

I don’t go grab it

Goad it to my lap

Only to realize

That time is finite

And that hopes a trap

And I can’t cope with wasting Time

Aware that it’s not coming back

The sand is slowly drifting

Gently shifting

Through a single crevice

Grain by grain

With every rock that drops

My soul it fills with pain

And sorrow

Walking through the rain

I’ve weathered many storms

Healed all the scars upon my Arms

Encountered misfortune in Various forms

My

Nightly bike rides in the Summer

Are a habit

I never clock faster times

Because I carry to much baggage

Get off my bike to walk

And watch the sky drift by me Slowly

Somehow

The lack of streetlights

And sidewalks makes me more Lonely

I gaze to the silver moon and Stars

In search of vital lining

This 30 story fall

Its aftermath

I’m not inviting

On any roof I’ve sat

When solitary

Or with crew

I hug the edge

Envision death

And say I’ll jump

But

Never do

I think it’s kicking in

Inviting marijuana

To my mind

I find it gives me certain Pleasures lost in time

Losing feeling in my face and I Don’t mind it

No

My mouth is drying up

My eyes are bloody red and low

And I be smoking

Till my body just can’t feel no More

It’s like this every time

Don’t think I’ve been this high

Before

I start to question my existence As it hits

Its peak

12 hours later

Having nightmares

Though I’m fast asleep

Yeah