Heartfelt Interlude Lyrics

Lookin forward to New chapters

Fear the old me is behind me if I look Backward

Fear of heights but I'm moving up Ladders

I just never look down keep my head Up in the rafters

But look how far we've come man it's Been a minute

Letters written I've improved with Every revision

Still feel something missing, pickin' Up the pen full of ammunition

Cause I should be full of joy but All I've been Given is

Deep feelings of pure emptiness

Questioning my meaning but you're Meant for this

Sections of my brain Searching for The sentences

Lending specimens of my soul in the Letters sent

Sealing every inch of my thoughts in This envelope

Handing my heart to certain people Even when it's broke

Feeling no warmth of loneliness in The winter cold

I need the feeling of love from those I've never known

You know

I never asked to be grown, now life's Like a sport

Hit growth spurts and I'm still Coming up short

Fasho it's all love but my target was Support

Of course I feel selfish for forcing Myself to want more

Poor ol me right

Sore from the fight of my life in my Own mind

Told myself I'm on my own so I can Hold mine

Knowing there was land mines in the Holes the whole time damn

Gotta watch my step when I'm Feeling blessed

Because karma will come back and Hit me like she never left

Crept up like the thought of fear When I think of death

I don't wanna run from it no more so I save my breath

No more cardio it's all weight Training

Still far to go but I hate waiting

Learning on the way but finding Ways to pray daily

Never finding what I need, I need Something that takes me

Away mentally from the present

Hell is earth so I'm looking for Heavens

In every good thing that I see in my Presence

Pessimistic never but I need to use The essence of my being as a weapon

A weapon to heal

To let people feel

The real meaning of love

And how it's never derailed

Show me every detail

On every scale

I'll give you myself in return

And you'll never be failed

Mmmm

Never fall

Never far

From the truth

Am I excused

From life and it's rules

Never know what to do

Let these thoughts run loose

Love is a gamble

But I gamble with excellence

In this certain case I just tampered With evidence

Took my own heart and concealed it With recklessness

Never turned myself in case was Never finished

Hid my heart til my soul showed me My elegance

Was looking for love on the outside Tryna let em in

When it was right here in me Beneath my skeleton

Write my wrongs then turn the Letters in