A.L.Y. Lyrics

You see the way I act like I don't need ya now it's oscar worth

Shit's not a performance

You put em all before me

I know that's not my worth

God told me I'm a king in his eyes

I'm one of a kind

To let go all the hurt

Yeah I'm trying to for sure

Before I found it in Christ my self worth it ate away

Thought we had something special till I watch it fade to gray

Never hid my love for you

Ain't care what anybody say

You hurt me in ways I couldn't hurt you

Self love and respect you ever wonder why I left

That's a lie you say I just deserted you

From the bottom of my heart girl I wish you the best

A.L.Y. I'll always love you

I'll always love you

A.L.Y. I'll alwa.. fuck you

I hate you fuck you

Damn I hate ya like ya ruined love for me

How you trynna tell me I'm the one that's bogus

I told ya you was full of shit to ever say that you in love with me

I thought our love was true I thought us up a whole life

You threw it all away for what a couple one nights

I wish ya knew what it was like

Ripped my heart in half

An the jab I felt that went throughout my chest hit like a knife

Trauma going through my head still keep me up at night

I pray for peace but this piece could blow the trauma out my psych from left to right

Just trynna tell my story hopes to have healed in full once I got none left to write

Wanna say that I forgive ya

Wanna say fuck you too

You hurt me in ways I couldn't hurt you

Self love and respect you ever wonder why I left

That's a lie you say I just deserted you

From the bottom of my heart baby I wish you the best

A.L.Y. I'll always love you

I'll always love you

A.L.Y. I'll alwa.. fuck you

I hate you fuck you

Burnt to ashes

Any pictures we had

In a box or on a wall

Wish I never loved at all

I'd respect ya if you'd said ya just lost feelings for me

But ya took advantage of me when you kept me as an option

Felt neglected often

I had to detox your love to me was toxic

In a state of shock I couldn't wrap my head around it

An I still can't talk about it cause my tears would cut me off

Facts tears hit the pen an pad first time I write this song

You know you did me wrong

No apology we still learn to move along

I wouldn't get a bitch a bag before I get one for my mom

I got used to it days I get reminded of my trauma ain't no switch to turn it off

If I reminisce it damn near pulled a switch above my palm

Tried to starve to death the week I didn't eat at all

One eight double o two seven three

I did it if you're too afraid to call

It was sober up or I'd od'd if I didn't withdrawal

There just isn't no amount of drugs that's could numb it all

Lock my heart away

Discard the key

I feel like I can't trust at all

I've loved and lost but the scars it left

Sometimes I wish I never loved at all

I wish I never loved at all

I wish I never loved at all

I wish I never loved at all

I wish I never loved at all