Forever Lyrics

My dreams are getting further lately

What might've been easy, has been getting harder maybe

I should've gone to school

Should've not screwed around

And made my parents proud

Pay them back for a lifetime of sacrifice

Everyone has new walls

It's been so hard to move on

To see my friends in a public space

Feel the warmth of a deep embrace

Drowned in fear and reacting poor

I just want to be around you

'Round you, 'round you

And even in my fears I'm not the same

And even when I scream I don't know what to say anymore

Maybe I could've tried harder

Maybe I should've flown to you

Maybe it's not over

But Goddamn it feels that way

And if I wake up will I still be the same

And if I wake up will I still feel this way

And if I wake up will I still be the same

And if I wake up will I still feel this way

And if I wake up will I still be the same

And if I wake up will I still feel this way

I've never been so close to want it forever

I pushed myself to lose it forever