TRACK B ft. ABANGSAPAU Lyrics

Here i am here i am

Fuck your preconceived notions of the man i am

Way too invested in the past never noticed who i was

Or the land that i stand on now with the hands

That built this From the ground way too times to count

I am lost i am found and everywhere in between

No such thing as mortal men we live forever on screen

Welcome to the world of the impostor's dreams i

I no longer subscribe to the lives of the chronically online

I used to be a cynic

I was my biggest critic

I went from having dreams to a nihilistic narcissist i hated who i was

I'm at peace

Or so i think then come the nights where me and sleep dont meet

But in the darkness i discovered i could bleed on beats

So i said fuck it i'ma spill my pain til the day i can't breathe

I tried to take my life but i was scared of falling

I made a lot mess, i put that shit in order

Give it a minute they looking for chinks in my armour

Ain't no sweat done paid my debt to karma

Here i am here i am

Nothing more than a mortal man

Tryna to make a legacy of this other strand

Tryna make a pedigree with this other brand

Tryna find a empathy before i kick the can

Switch the lens i could sense

A couple things start to changing when the fears start to blend

Everything in life yea the truth understands

Calling all the shots paul pierce in the stands

Fierce in my plans writing all these verses

Weave the tears in a thread

Overwork my ears thats a cure for the dread

Mingle with my demons and as i lie in my bed

Taming my emotions i dont mean to offend

There be times when im feeling unhinged

Knocking on the doors would you please let me in

Knocking on the doors would you please let me in

Kneeling on the floor, when it finally swing open

Dont wait for your blessings dont wait to be chosen

Dont take a couple breaths just to hold it

Here i am here i am in this moment

Let it go let it it go i aint holding

Let it go let it it go i aint holding