nineteen, forever Lyrics

I've got some friends that I'd like to see

So tell me now why I should not leave

I'm sick and tired of this same disease

And every night I dream of sleep

To be asleep

It's been some while

We don't speak

Memories fade, they hide from me

Sometimes it hurts me that I can't believe

In somewhere better where you might be

Where you might be

The days get numb oh they get so cold

And nineteen years starts to feel too long

I ink my skin for one more soul

Friendly dark

A whole new hole

A whole new low

I said I'd try and I tried my best

But I can't fix what I've been left

I like myself as good as dead

I like myself as good as dead

But not quite yet

Not quite yet

Not quiet yet

Not quiet yet

Not quiet yet