Final Chapter Lyrics

Lately i've been tryna deal with things, but really I can't deal with it

I been dealing with some things that I really can't speak on

Long live mauri, yea that was lit bro fasho

Yea I lost a lot of brothers that i can't get back

When new people come around I be like begone

Ima real antisocial person I don't like talking

My momma look me in my eyes and said boy you just like yo daddy

I've been venting to the mic for the longest yea I can't stop

They be telling me dj you gotta stop holding in this pain

I've been tryna get somewhere, so I can get a peace of mind

Shawty came up in my life and she really made me happy

I was dealing with somethings and she still been on my side

All my diamonds be dancing now, yea I had them fake chains

I remember all them times we didn't have no change

I remember looking refrigerator it wasn't nun

I remember that day when I had lost my bro

I had lost Dee, then I almost lost Jennifer

2019 yea I lost my auntie

I was dealing with a lot of things at that time

I was dealing with depression ain't nobody really know

I was spitting to this mic,ain't nobody really felt me

Yea I'm clutching on my nina when I hear the opps speak

I get a text from my baby, she be like baby be safe

Cause she know how crazy I get, I can lose my mind

I call jada yea you know she be like bub be safe

I know some of my potnas they praying on my downfall

I don't really care, cause Ima forever do me

I be playing dumb but I'm really smart dawg

Feel like DDG cause my sister can't have no boyfriend

Just talk to big bra yesterday he talkin about crashing out

I told big brother he can't crash out cause you gotta daughter

And if you crash today, yea the streets gon be ha father

Cause you was born up in these streets, you don't want that for your daughter

And I be giving advice to these people, but can't I take it

I be dealing with a lot, and they still judge

Shoutout to my brother kj he survived the crash

People thought we had a love life cause we was so close

Man I'm starting to regret that I hopped out

If I wouldn't never hopped you wouldn't be dead

They ain't even look my brother in his eyes dawg

I lost duke like a year ago

I been feeling like I'm Chase McLaren

I be talking iT, he be like lil bra just be safe

I be talking maal, he say lil brudda you gon blow

I been living like a rockstar, yea they can't stop me

You ain't in my set forreal if you ain' tryna chase a bag

I ain't even did the race, but I beat the case

Me and my momma yea we used to be homeless

Now look at us now, we tryna live lavish

I know they hate to see us when like lil kodak

I feel like kuzco cuz I done hit another lick

I seen my auntie in that casket yea that really hurt me

I talk to Jennifer on that phone, yea that really hurt

Pain three yea this gonna be the one they feel

Hol time I feel like, I really need somebody to love

I ain't got nobody really to love me