Words I Wish I'd Said Lyrics

Was tired of being laughed at so I changed my name.

Left the town I was born in to play a different game.

But sometimes I lay awake at night with words I wish I’d said.

And no amount of therapy can expel them from my head.

Tricked myself that time would change my nervous heart.

Ten years, I’m still waiting for my life to start.

And I still lay awake at night with words I wish I’d said.

And no amount of therapy can expel them from my head.

I tried to find a drug to help me wash it all away.

I never found an answer in the darkness or the pain.

So I’m done, I’m done

with this person I’ve become.

Everything beneath the sun

had me feeling fucking numb.

So I’m done, I’m done

taking shit from anyone.

If I’m always on the run,

nothing’s ever gonna come.

So I’m, so I’m done.

I still try to change, still run away.

Can’t let you in.

When every day resets here I don’t always win.

Cause I still lay awake at night with words I wish I’d said.

And no amount of therapy can expel them from my head.

I tried to find a drug to help me wash it all away.

I never found an answer in the darkness or the pain.

So I’m done, I’m done

with this person I’ve become.

Everything beneath the sun

had me feeling fucking numb.

So I’m done, I’m done

taking shit from anyone.

If I’m always on the run,

nothing’s ever gonna come.

So I’m, so I’m done.

with this person I’ve become.

Everything beneath the sun

had me feeling fucking numb.

So I’m done, I’m done

this person I’ve become.

If I’m always on the run,

nothing’s ever gonna come.