SURVIVOR'S GUILT Lyrics

Who's really testing my patience

Is it me, or is it them

Thinking I won't say shit

How much of a fall are you anticipating

Knowing that they watching

Won't give credit

But indebted to my inner matrix

And my level of truth

Is why I'm whom she wanna lay with

Regardless how you flaunting with your paper

That's really my last tab that I gotta check

Being humble is how I flex

I do not intend to impress em

You seeing how I deal with the pressure

Lowkey a high deal of depression

Realizing hard times with accepting ambition

Within myself

Only stemmed from what they were projecting

Despite the failed attempts

Of give or seeking help

And knowing if I hold this all in

It leads to pessimism

Survivors guilt in variety's

You won't do half

To keep the mind at ease

If you went through half

You'd drop to your knees and get to pleading

With the lord like why me

I know my whys

That's how it seem easy

What makes her wanna hit me

When she tipsy

Being spotted by your people like I'm lifting

No longer use

spotters when I lift shit

Shows you how I got it

But they doubt him

I don't get it

Looking back on how I went the distance

Being consistent

Got em being distant

Always knew what I'd be doing with it

But didn't think I'd lose you like we on a mission

It ain't like, cause I am

Staying grounded

I don't let shit in my head