IDEALS Lyrics

How many ideals and friends did we share

All the feelings I should know but I still can't seem to care about anybody else

I stared a hole into the wall above the shelf

Take down what you changed up—don't exhibit

You can be the worst and my favorite

And I don't always owe you some

But I paid the admission anyway

Took a trip cause I can't seem to stay away from you

And all the things you do

You said I've been the best thing for you

I don't know if it's true

Sometimes maybe right now

I just need a little potion

But hold up maybe right now's not a good time

You should quit all of that talking

Sometimes I think maybe don't say too much, it'll just end up on targets

But sometimes this chaos feels like fuck it we can't run from it

There was nothing left for me

Never meant to move again

And I never had a plan

If it don't sit right with me, it don't matter too much

I'll still be out here under the sun till it burns my skin

She thinks I'm stuck up

but truth be told I barely ever cover up

You still call on me

if I separate don't get too deep

I can't stand to see you pucker up

You can't see how far nothing goes

I don't hold it against you

Did I call your bluff? No

Did you get enough

How many ideals and friends did we share

All the feelings I should know but I still can't seem to care about anybody else

I stared a hole into the wall above the shelf