THORNS Lyrics

Pain is the best teacher

And the truth hurts the most

I didn't want to leave ya

But I had to let you go

Cause when your like a tumor growing on me

I'm like a tumor growing on you

I'm reminded every time

I see you I can't breath

God I don't wanna say goodbye

But if I didn't

It would have ruined every smile

And every time we laughed

So leave this in the past

Your growing on me like a ROSE

And the THORNS just keep cutting deeper

I wish no one had to know

But I'm struggling to see ya for who you are and not how used to be

And it hurts

There were days when I couldn't sleep cause I wanted to see you

But now these days I can't sleep cause I'll have to see you

When I can't differentiate

Happiness and a depressed state

I know it's to late

I got to reevaluate

God I don't wanna say goodbye

But if I didn't

It would have ruined every smile

And every time we laughed

So leave this in the past

Your growing on me like a rose

And the thorns just keep cutting deeper

I wish no one had to know

But I'm struggling to see y'a for who you are and not how used to be

And it hurts

I fucking hate losing everyone in my life

Shits everything's great until I'm holding a knife

I keep telling myself that it was only one night

I can't let it control the fading light my eyes

But when you come to mind

And I'm trying ro find

What it's like to no longer be blind

But then our eyes aligned

Like the stars and then I

Kissed you one time I

It became a reason to cry

Shit life won't work with you by my side

I'm Trying not to lose hope but then I

Dream about killing myself every night

With a gun In my hand and the seat is reclined

You can't be the final fucking thing on my mind

I'm losing the final goddamn grip on my life and then I

Started crying and looking up at the sky

Yet I quickly turned a blind eye

Because My pain is my money supply

They say My sadness is unqualified

And I really can't let you ever come by

Cause then I won't ever say goodbye

God My head hurts thinking how life went awry

Lord My depression became amplified

I can hear it clearly in a song that I wrote

About how you were a curse but then I

Can't justify being called the good guy

And I'll only say it one more time and it will never feel right

'Cause I'm trying to deny that

Your growing on me like a rose

And the thorns just keep cutting deeper

I wish no one had to know

But I'm struggling to see y'a for how you are and not who used to be

And it hurts

And it hurts

And it hurts

When you set me free