self inflicted wounds Lyrics

Everything dies in the end I hope I'll be okay

Searching for myself hands crossed I pray

I can spend my nights with you one day

My chance is probably gone that's just my fate

No direction I already lost my way

The mirror only ever shows the flaws in my face

It's a blessing I manage not to fall from grace

In case you miss the message I'm the only one I hate

Par for the course keep it pushing in a Porsche

Spending every night alone chugging jugs up in my fort

I'm just fucking hoes so I can hold somebody in the morn

Ever since I got that text that she don't love me anymore

Stranded on an island realized I needed something

Put my head down and grinded got everything that I wanted

Then I looked around and realized that I was lacking substance

By myself abusing drugs until my body barely functions

I can't trust a soul they only want me for my paystub

Smile on my face I'm getting really good at makeup

Eyes open in the morning pissed off I had to wake up

They all wanted august so I been neglecting Jacob

Everything dies in the end I hope I'll be okay

Searching for myself hands crossed I pray

I can spend my nights with you one day

My chance is probably gone that's just my fate

No direction I already lost my way

The mirror only ever shows the flaws in my face

It's a blessing I manage not to fall from grace

In case you miss the message I'm the only one I hate

Bang my line any time for you it's always open

If your love is sink or swim I wanna drown inside your ocean

Wash my face of all the sin but this ink is never going

Don't worry bout where I been cause honestly I never know and

I been lying to myself and everybody else like I'm doing fine

Cause I don't know how to cry out for help

Wasting all my time feeling the wrath of my declining health

Hoping soon my stars align cause I been way too overwhelmed

I just want a love that won't ever betray me

Run up if you want but know this Glock ain't got a safety

Cut the wheel and crash the whip off of the highway doing 80

I guess heaven wasn't ready cause god said she wouldn't take me

Everything dies in the end I hope I'll be okay

Searching for myself hands crossed I pray

I can spend my nights with you one day

My chance is probably gone that's just my fate

No direction I already lost my way

The mirror only ever shows the flaws in my face

It's a blessing I manage not to fall from grace

In case you miss the message I'm the only one I hate