grief of loss ft. nattasang Lyrics

(I swear I've been wrong)

Damn

Damn

Damn

Damn

Uh, have you ever felt the grief of loss?

Ever tried to peel the feel back like a stone with moss?

Bottled up emotions gonna kill your inner self across

Damn, hard to live with yourself

Damn, feelin' like no one could help

And, now you just stuck on the shelf

Collecting dust

Speakin' out is a must

Connectin' is just gain with lust

That's how you feel when no one's to trust

Everyone's with you for a reason and you with them

Is that love enough?

If that's the case i guess unconditional love's just a bluff (Just a bluff)

You're just some drug addicts

Gettin' kids to think dirt's magic

They need a pill to hurt (Pill to hurt)

They need a pill to work (To work)

I ain't got chill for dirt

Pussy gon' squeal fore' dessert (Squeal fore' dessert)

Bullyin' made me a menace

I've seen all kinds of shit

Heads kicked in, knee caps split

When the hammer hit the bone, I can't forget

The echoed crackling moist sound mixed with the scream of pain

Be careful of they wrongs, that shit a threat (That shit a threat)

Love and hate is the exact opposite, but the same

That shit taught me a lesson

That shit made me pay attention

A listening ear can also be a running mouth, for real

I swear I've been wrong

Need a purpose I can find on my own

When you walked in I lost all my control

Can't go back to my habits, that I've known

More than my girl, you a part of my soul

Every decision we make, is meaningless

Because somewhere on a parallel earth, we've already made the opposite choice

We're nothing

Less than nothing

Fuck all off this pain

I'm tryna' stay in my lane

Give a fuck 'bout what a nigga sayin'

I pull out and bang

Niggas ain't with the game

They talk but ain't got shit to gain

Nigga use your brain

Ride around flexin pain Jane

In the streets they be yelling "Gang gang"

Got some shit niggas tryna' obtain

But it's mine so i gotta' maintain

You can't conquer me this my domain

I was in the rain pushin' cocaine

Late night sippin' codeine

I told them niggas I'll be okay

In my mind I was insane

Acid rain and some candy cane

Smoking Mary Jane in a hurricane

Hang up the call and I break the phone (And I break the phone)

Yeah, I try to ball so just leave me alone (So leave me alone)

I been the one, and they all know (They all know)

Woah, cigarette smoke is the cologne (Smoke)

I can't sleep I got shit to do

Problems on me this is nothing new

Got plans for him, but he ain't got a clue

Boy I don't care bout' your revenue

Its nothing new, I don't care who sees it

When I drink everything I do turns easy

The look at me crazy, I feel like I'm Yeezy

If you talk shit, get my lawyer to cease it

Exponentially I grow

I don't got no cards, but still I just wanna' go fold

You wouldn't believe if I told you

All of the shit that I've sold

Still I can't sell my soul now

Everything I touch turn into gold

Buy a new watch for the season

Is it me or is it cold?

Is it me or is it cold in there?

I face the drink, now I think clear

Pay me a lot, so I appear

I don't really think its fair now

They listen but they don't really hear now, oh no

I talk like I really be owning these things

But everything is for show

Fuck all off this pain

I'm tryna' stay in my lane

Give a fuck 'bout what a nigga sayin'

I pull out and bang

Niggas ain't with the game

They talk but ain't got shit to gain

Nigga use your brain

Ride around flexin pain Jane

In the streets they be yelling "Gang gang"

Got some shit niggas tryna' obtain

But it's mine so i gotta' maintain

You can't conquer me this my domain

I was in the rain pushin' cocaine

Late night sippin' codeine

I told them niggas I'll be okay

In my mind I was insane

Acid rain and some candy cane

Smoking Mary Jane in a hurricane

Is it forever, then?

Cops be knocking on my door, baby hide the evidence

Face the bottle, I am heaven sent