Roses ft. Xphil Wrld Lyrics

Can you be blurred? Don't show me your face

I'm a dumb kid living on a higher stake

All these things but still I'm awake

Stone hearted I still got an ache

Love of me lost me like I'm a lily drop

Can you be calm? Can you see me I'm a human prop?

Why you feeling sorry why locking all the door knobs?

Baby I'm a loner baby I'm just doing my job

You see I'm going far away

On a distant land, don't fucking wanna stay

I can't keep my head up all the time

I can't face myself, I'm out of line

Last night I messed up all with my stupid mind

It was not me, I don't see myself, I'm surely blind.

Running through my head, it was killing me inside

I was lying on my bed, I was talking to my own guide

Roses turned brown, it's dead like my future

Wanna healthy life, don't wanna have seizures

Anxiety and breakdowns

I just wanna live more I just wanna live more

My mom says that I'm nothing like a normal

She be right coz I'm fucking not normal

I don't see myself I'm nothing like the other kids

I'm different, I like what the demon feeds

Facing up my dreams is a challenge

I suffered too much, I wanna take revenge

I was so weak, I was beaten on a school bench

Karma saw that all, karma pushed me from a fucking trench

It's my life it's not a fucking fairy tale

I sold my soul and my body on a sale

List me in the book of most perfect fails

Lost all my money, I lost what I hail (yeah)

Roses turned brown, it's dead like my future

Wanna healthy life, don't wanna have seizures

I've been through enough

I don't see why you hurt though

I've lost myself, I'm dead just let me go

Roses turned brown, it's dead like my future

Wanna healthy life, don't wanna have seizure

Life sucks, I know that's true though

I can't be friend I know you are such a hoe

Yesterday I saw you with him again

Bitch you acted we never met

You were laughing like the jokes on me

But you don't even know

I'm too high to care

The perks are in my head

Bad bitch want a wedding ring

I might just shoot your dad

If he try to stop me again

I'm like crazy Stan

Love driving you insane

She with her new man

I fucked her best friend

These hoes they are the same

Bad bitch she come and go

She went and fucked my bros

She went and fucked my bros

I swear these bitches the same

They wear the same clothes

They date the same lames

They even sound the same

Suck one, two, three, four dicks

But they ain't rich

Like me bitch

In love with the drugs again

Her eyes they red again

Bitch let's OD again

We both in an ambulance

Bitch why can't you let go

Please just let me go

I wanna be free from this

This ain't love its a curse

I'm crying for help

I just wanna forget

Everything about you

Keeps me up at night

Demons from the past

Keep catching up

You're like an evil spell

I cant break this enchantment