Loathing Me Lyrics

After all this time

This uncertainty exists

This emptiness I shelter

Becomes my consciousness

A feeling leaping from my gut

Till the tip of my tongue

That I will never comprehend

My lack of bliss

Paint me a picture of my existence

In a tainted form of black

A piece of art

Representing the unforgiving loathing me

And soon you will see

Nothing more than an unremitting disaster

Is all that I ́ll ever be

So mold me with your gentle hands

And instill me with a sense of defeat

I ́m begging you to let me fall

To see this vessel shatter

A long-awaited feeling that

Life flows out of me

It left a mark on me

I had never expected

A feeling leaping from my gut

Till the tip of my tongue

That I will never comprehend

My lack of bliss

After all this time

This uncertainty exists

This emptiness I shelter

Becomes my consciousness

Sometimes I wonder

If I will ever feel whole again

Before I wither away

Paint me a picture of my existence

In a tainted form of black

A piece of art

Representing the unforgiving loathing me

And soon you will see

Nothing more than an unremitting disaster

Is all that I ́ll ever be

Sculpture me

In the purest form of white

Grand me the gift to see

That this pain will never

Let me be

It left a mark on me

I had never expected

It left a mark on me

I had never expected

This emptiness

Becomes my consciousness