In high school, I was ashamed, I was to blame

I was a name in the yearbook, things are different now

But sometimes they feel the same

Blue hair shorty broke my heart

But that was just the fucking start

The heartbreak's different now

And the scars bleed deep tonight

Three hours on the phone with you

How could I do this to myself?

I hate the way you say my name

When you walked me into hell

Speeding away with the city in the rearview

Driving too fast, baby I can't hear you

Front porch, now she's in my home

She met my mom, why can't we roam tonight?

In high school, I was ashamed, I was to blame

I was a name in the yearbook, things are different now

But sometimes they feel the same

Blue hair shorty broke my heart

But that was just the fucking start

The heartbreak's different now

And the scars bleed deep tonight

How could I fuck things up so badly

Baby give me time, I'll make things right

Look me in the eyes when I tell you

Please girl, you know I don't wanna fight

Cut back to the present

I don't understand why you're so unpleasant

All you make me wanna do is end it

Shoutout to my boys telling me to send it

In high school, I was ashamed, I was to blame

I was a name in the yearbook, things are different now

But sometimes they feel the same

Blue hair shorty broke my heart

But that was just the fucking start

The heartbreak's different now

And the scars bleed deep tonight

In high school, I was ashamed, I was to blame

I was a name in the yearbook, things are different now

But sometimes they feel the same

Blue hair shorty broke my heart

But that was just the fucking start

The heartbreak's different now

And the scars bleed deep tonight