Is it my stomach

Or is it my eyes?

You shake your head no

But you're gripping my thighs

Is it the trauma

Or is it the loyalty?

Always a yes 'till the night hits the light

I'm building up all the answers

A mute mouth won't communicate

Unless I'm undressed, you did your best

Now I'm a fucking mess

You already said sorry

But I can't beg you to love me

My watercolor is running dry

Moon water for the pain

It'll remove the stain

A wedding won't mend the tie

Did I inflict the pain?

I just wannna know

Just say

Thoughts like "I wanna die"

That twin bed where I lie

Squeeze a tear, with a sigh

Chrys-chrysalism, chrysalism

Make me feel alright

Wanna get close, I wanna know you

There is something deep inside

Disease my body, disease my mind

I know you don't want me

I should leave this time

Chrys-chrysalism, chrysalism

Make me feel alright

Wanna get close, I wanna know you

There is something deep inside

Disease my body, disease my mind

I know you don't want me

I should leave this time

Why can't you be there?

Cause I'm there all the time

Why can't you be there?

I'm there all the time

Hearing sorrys isn't pleasant anymore

I'll shake my head and walk out the door

My watercolor fixed to the eyedrops

My nerves are high, you're laying low

Chrys-chrysalism, chrysalism

Make me feel alright

Wanna get close, I wanna know you

There is something deep inside

Disease my body, disease my mind

I know you don't want me

I should leave this time