Madness Returns Lyrics

I'm coming to terms with

People wanna kill me

People wanna see me in the ground

I make 'em nervous

Is it all worth it

The dress fits perfect, but

What happens if I go missing

I'll need way more than wishing

Deadname a dead body

In the grave, I look gaudy

You're missing the signs yo

I'm way more than Homo

Misgendered after my death

My fam will destroy what I left

Peace is something I earned

But now, the Madness Returns

Not getting the same energy from my friends right before the pandemic

So now I'm force to think and pend on things that churn my stomach

All alone, Nobody wanna hit my phone and

Ask the things that really are tough

At this point I've had enough

I'm closing the world off

Your flirting's a turn off

I think I'm gonna burn out

Maybe pick up the Smirnoff

The world is rough

Half of these fools are fake as fuck

Wanna air it out but I'll seem like a mess

Worst than that, I'll seem like a pest

Infestation in my mind

I find it really hard to find

That you really want peace cause your actions mean war

Do you really want me? Or is it fame that you adore

Figure it out, while you do I'm cutting you out

I see through all veils of doubt

I've been alone through many droughts

I'm coming to terms with

People wanna kill me

People wanna see me in the ground

I make 'em nervous

Is it all worth it

The dress fits perfect, but

What happens if I go missing

I'll need way more than wishing

Deadname a dead body

In the grave, I look gaudy

You're missing the signs yo

I'm way more than Homo

Misgendered after my death

My fam will destroy what I left

Peace is something I earned

But now, the Madness Returns

I absolve myself because I don't live a hedonistic lifestyle

I try to mend broken people, teach them the fact they aren't expendable

I've been thrown to the wayside

No ego so no pride

Silver haze to get high

But the pain don't subside

All my assets cut off, they want my death

There's no justice in this world, it's all bereft

I tried to kill myself in front of both of my parents

You think what you say to me, holds any worth, makes any sense

13 years later, trynna make my life better

Smoking big spliffs and killing all my haters

I'm coming to terms with

People wanna kill me

People wanna see me in the ground

I make 'em nervous

Is it all worth it

The dress fits perfect, but

What happens if I go missing

I'll need way more than wishing

Deadname a dead body

In the grave, I look gaudy

You're missing the signs yo

I'm way more than Homo

Misgendered after my death

My fam will destroy what I left

Peace is something I earned

But now, the Madness Returns