Even If I Told You, It Still Won't Change Lyrics

So much loyalty that I gave wasn't reciprocated

At the time had me so frustrated

Why you gotta die in this life to really get some love and to be appreciated

Appreciated, appreciated

I was tired of being locked that sin incarcerated

These girls had me tricked I was manipulated

Always let down to the things I anticipated

Look in my shoes sunny days covered by the storm

Mom and dad was present at the wedding, show I can perform

Not going To church I ain't trying play the Lukewarm

I never ask to be alive why was I born? Why was I born?

I get support and more love from stranger.

Hate that girl but all my problems I can't blame her

Thinking it's all over bout die in this pathfinder

Popping pills every day now it's not a secret

I know they two face I act like I don't peep it

Why is it this hard trying shoot a video

Only time I'm feeling peace when I'm in the studio

A real one JBordenz man that kid always supports

Most my niggas got no hoodie or try getting a the shirt

No loyalty from my friends, I see more in Jack and Nazap

Calgary don't support, how the hell you want us on map?

I seen a comment trying clown "wasn't this kid preaching"

They have opinion before they ask for my reasons

Moved out my house for a bit there was problematic

Friends OD and gunned down they say act dramatic

Auggie and karrar when you search up my IG

Sometimes want to quit think bout them cause they drive me

While I'm writing this song I'm off an Adderall

Most my decisions that I'm making is not rational

Wish talk to bro before he die I was not prepared

Hoop at holy cross like we all gon millionaire

I would call karrar cause his loyalty is so rare

People I know died under 23 this not fair

Got your sister like my sisters family what I told Zara

All my friends that died, burn heart Sodom and Gomorrah

I almost had a heart attack cause I thought my dad died

Let me be alone cause I don't want y'all to see me cry