Real Life Lyrics

I'm so indecisive I don't know what to feel like

I still feel alone I don't care what it seems like

I try to tell myself tell myself that it's alright

But I still stay up late still asking is this real life

Sometimes I don't know if it's real life

I just wanna know what it feels like

Lost again oh I can't take it

And tell me what I'm living for

Back against the wall I'm just tryna find my way

When depression likes to call I stay locked up in my brain

Codependent standing tall that's the pillar of my pain

I miss when you would call cause that would always numb the pain

Numb the pain I wish you would numb the pain

Whoah whoah whoah we could both runaway

Ya ya ya tell me just another day

That it's gonna be okay

I'm scared to find this truth gotta get away

Let me go now I need to get away

If I told you how I feel you'd call me insane

I keep praying to God that he helps rid me of this pain

Sometimes I don't know if it's real life

I just wanna know what it feels like

Lost again oh I can't take it

And tell me what I'm living for

Back against the wall I'm just tryna find my way

When depression likes to call I stay locked up in my brain

Codependent standing tall that's the pillar of my pain

I miss when you would call cause that would always numb the pain

Just let me fall

I can't even think straight

Anxious I don't feel right

Stopping at the green light

Void getting bigger I don't know what it feels like

I'm so indecisive I don't know what to feel like

I still feel alone I don't care what it seems like

I try to tell myself tell myself that it's alright

But I still stay up late still asking is this real life

Sometimes I don't know if it's real life

I just wanna know what it feels like

Lost again oh I can't take it

And tell me what I'm living for

Back against the wall I'm just tryna find my way

When depression likes to call I stay locked up in my brain

Codependent standing tall that's the pillar of my pain

I miss when you would call cause that would always numb the pain