Help Lyrics

My desire for variation

May have gone too far this time

I look around and see these faces

Smiling, but next to mine

They all look so much happier

And my songs are getting sappier

And my mood swings are getting so much worse

And this is basically a cry for help in the form of a song

I feel a return to form

Back to the days when I would lay in bed

And pray to god the voices in my head

Wouldn't scream so loud anymore but

Now they're back and I'm

Blasting songs from

Punk rock bands

I don't even know

And my ears are probably damaged

But that's fine

Because so

Is everything else

And I probably just need some sleep

Or maybe I just need somebody else

I don't wanna feel alone

I don't wanna be so scared

I don't wanna seem so unprepared

I don't wanna be your "guy"

I don't wanna be your "man"

I don't wanna be your

Foolish volunteer

I may be here but

My mind is somewhere else

I wake up here

But my mind just hasn't caughten up

I try to be witty

I try to be smart

But I don't even know

If I like this form of art

I'm falling down

I'm falling down

I'm falling down

I'm falling down

I'm falling down

I'm falling down

I'm falling down

I'm falling down

Daytime is fine

But when the sun soon rises

My dumb anxieties

Make me question everything