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Would you love me if I was any different

Mama had 3 children

Ain't work a job in like 10 years I guess that shit was unappealing

But father working like two

Balancing that while he was still in school

Don't even now half the shit we been through

But through the struggle I had found my truth

Talking some nights there was no meals

We couldn't even pay the bills

While my brother over there getting high just for a motherfucking cheap thrill

Man I can't feel

Living in such a cold world that shit had made me numb

But I looked at my father and my mother and told them that I am the prodigal son

No more can I run right from that obligation

I was down on the court near the alleyway and

Niggas came through on bikes and then got to spraying

We was ducking and running to get away and

They did it for p's like a fucking weigh-in

I can't stay in (Yuh, yuh, yuh, yuh, yuh, yuh)

Once felt embarrassed, I was careless 'bout the way that I rap

I didn't cherish what I inherit

Years ago that's a fact

Got it off merit didn't care if

Niggas knew that or not

All these blessings raining from the sky they fall in my lap

Obsessed with making good impressions will have you stressing

Like when rent is due and them bills not paid

But you ain't got nothing in your checkings

I mean, I was a kid in the dark fighting battles with depression

So I turned on my music and video games just to relieve transgressions

I sent a text but I guess you ain't get the message

That silence hurt me like a lethal weapon

So many nights I thought my spirit died

But I had to Maya Angelou-it let it rise

Give me time

'For I relapse, I don't need that

'For I relapse, I don't need that

They tryna steal my aura like some hoarders

Don't fuck up the order

I can't trust so I put a wall up just like the boarder

They kept doing that same old shit that I got bored of

Yes, I'm Brown but that education, it got boring, annoying

White teachers can't relate cause they just employed here

They popping percs and sipping lean meanwhile I'll take a water

I seen some shit that made me say sorry that that's your daughter

Man, I can't stay here, I gotta go, man, I need to floor it

I need to floor it-or it

I need to floor it-or it (Yuh, uh, look)

I'm living sweet, no Zack and Cody

Man these niggas cannot hold me

If they got a problem

Swear to God I'm turning into Broly

I mean, I get to brawling

I'm falling just like it's autumn

Got problems I need to solve 'em

There's drama do not involve me

I been too busy evolving

There's a war inside my noggin

I need space just like a office

Man fuck it I swear I'm off it, uh

So many nights I thought my spirit died

But I had to Maya Angelou-it let it rise

Give me time

'For I relapse, I don't need that

'For I relapse, I don't need that

So many nights I thought my spirit died

But I had to Maya Angelou-it let it rise

Give me time

'For I relapse, I don't need that

'For I relapse, I don't need that

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