INTRO Lyrics

Going through emotions like I'm drunk and high

Instead of sitting on my ass I should prolly get a job

I don't like this kind of pressure that's leff on my moms

They told me pressure make Dimonds

We must be Dimonds in the dirt cause nobody seem to want us

Would have a lot of value if somebody came and wash us

In my head is where I really live

Cause when I speak they only see a ghetto kid

Hi my name Nkosinathi

I admit that I was dealing

I admit to jumping niggas with my brothers when they tripping

I been a victim to a stick up

And I done a couple stick ups

That's how we getting shit to eat yup

Lost a couple friends on my way to making bread

It was like fuck em niggas all I wanted a check

Put some distance if feel like you don't need me and that's it

When shit was tough these niggas I call my brothers up and left

And I'm really tired of living

Thoughts of ending it are creeping

And my mental feeling weak that's why I'm a taking alli pills

Wouldn't make a difference if I die

I know you wouldn't miss

Me

HI my name is HATER

I'm a paranoid young artist

I'm an overthinker

I hesitate on getting what I want and

I've been a victim to the system

Watch my momma get evidict by my own kin

Been to more funerals then the number of years I lived

Most likely to be in a box than you just getting rich

We still waiting and servicing to get a lil tip

Takes a buck to make a buck might just start a zoo

Dark thoughts are manifesting

When I sleep I'm awaken

Feel my life is being taken

Waking up suffocating

Gasping

Fucking body shaking

Aching

I can't take it

I fucking hate this