Hard for me / Lights Lyrics

Don't leave me layin' in a puddle of my tears

We been good together, forever, doin' this for years

This is just the intro I'm starting this with no fears

I want you here, I need you here

Like some earwax, q-tippin', playin' in your ear

Whispering dirty fantasies I know you love to hear

Can you help me overcome all my troubles and fears

You promised if I ever stumbled you would always be there

Minor setback, don't fumble, not over here

We been through the rain and pain from nightmares

The hand that we was dealt I know that it wasn't fair

Talkin' through this song just to let you know I care

When you walk up in the room all I could do is stare

All I see is fireworks, Alicia keys in the air

Without you I'm a mess, I'm a wreck, there's nothing there

Looks like I'm holding onto nothing and wasting my breath

It's almost like you want me to give up

You make it hard for me to love you

Yea

It's almost like you want me to give up

You make it hard for me to love you

You make it hard

Can you bring me, uhhh, that cup over there and dim those lights

Preciate it

Give to those, who gave to me is what I chase this paper for

Father please forgive me, I gave in to temptation though

But I'm sick of all the lies and vibes they portrayin' though

In a world full of haters, I can see all the fake ness though

See they sayin' all these things that they never did

Confront 'em, but they hidin' behind screens like a shelter kid

I'm tryna make good songs that, may even help the kids

My word play will show, peek-a-boo, well there it is

Been feelin' shallow about my deepest moments

Rockin' 6's and 7's, Jordan package, golden moments

If you look at me closely, there's been daggers in my heart

These days I lack trust, I'm more protective at the start

We don't eat the same these dudes out here they wanna have my portions

You know something wrong when I look around, you see them corpses

My thoughts a lil dark but this rap thing is an art

Pickin' up groceries, food for thought, well, this like instacart

Yea

Only in the booth can I, really express the feelings that I have inside

You like that

You can turn the lights back on

Yea you can turn them

Turn on the lights in here, baby, extra bright i want y'all to see this

What up my guy

Just listened to the two songs you sent me and uh

Just going to be completely honest with you

Y-you got it, like, you're very gifted

This is something you should seriously pursue

And uh, just keep having fun with it

Be authentic, just be you

But uh, this is, you got flow

Like, you, very talented, seriously

Very impressed, give me a call back once you get this